"I said, I am either going to kill myself or I'm going to turn this into a game."
"I'm playing a game to heal my brain, and I want you to play with me. This was an easier way to ask for help."
My own disease or injury doesn't bother me. People I care who's suffering, has got stuck there, needing a help, and yet giving up communicating to ask a help, that kills me.
Btw, I knew her as a famous game creator, but I didn't know her twin sister was Kelly MacGonigal.